He knows my sorrow

Psalm 56:8 You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.

Yesterday, we were told that unfortunately, my HCG levels were barely rising, they had gone from 174 to 186 in two days. This means that we are in the middle of a coming miscarriage, we just don't know when it will happen. When I heard the words "I'm so sorry" from my nurse, I lost it. I cried, I wept, I sobbed with every fiber of my being. Unless you have lost a child, you just don't know what it is like. We have now given 4 of our babies back to God. Before we could ever hold them in our arms, they were held in the arms of our Heavenly Father. I don't know how any woman could go through the pain of losing a child without that hope.

I wanted to share Psalm 56:8, because I am so thankful for that verse! My God, the God of the whole universe, the God who loves me, is keeping track of every single one of my tears! What an amazing promise.